Orifice Space

I don't belong here. I don't fit in - I can't fit in, don't know how. I try to play the game, it blows up in my face. I try to make friends - or keep old ones - and that seems to fall apart. I let people control who I am, control my moods, why? A big part is that I don't want to let go of those that I feel can relate to me the most. If they don't want to, then I'm fucked. I invest in a person way to deep, way to quick. I almost become obsessed....I need to get a fucking life. As E has said, "You'll never be content with what you have, that's just who you are....." God that hurts, the truth (even if it's partial or exaggerated) tends to do that, I guess. I keep waiting until E graduates and gets a job that will allow me to quit working at this god forsaken office and get on with my life - why the fuck am I waiting? Biding my time....? Just too fucking lazy. My good friends are all long distance - and they have their own fucking lives that have moved on - what can I expect? Why can't I do the same? Why can't I just remember the good times that I've had with them, store them away for a rainy day and move on? FUCK! I seem to have the yin and not the yang - as a TCK (albeit, only three years or so), they say that we're really good about making deep friendships really quick - yin - and then letting them go very quick - yang (can be viewed as harsh by some folx' standards). I have a difficult time with letting go really quick - and easy.

This is all the same 'ol rhetoric for E (the only one that reads my blog, I think), I'm just venting.

What happens when....

See where your money goes (courtesy of CleanClothes)

If you'll notice, the worker that actually puts the time in to make the shoe gets .4% of the profit.

Please read the above (thanx Mr. Blinked for the link).

Does Rush Limbaugh have that much effectiveness on the American public? Should he be ignored? I don't know. Anyway, it's entertaining, none-the-less.....

" I am like the ice cream man, but with no music
and I deliver free wireless access and not ice cream."
- Yury Gitman

This is fucking incredible! They should make a motorized version (ie. motorcycle) so they can get away from the corporations that will eventually come after and squash this technology.

Take a gander at Free Culture by Lawrence Lessig. Talks about how big business needs to change with the times so as not to stifle our culture of creativity......

NYC Transportation Advocates Battle for Fastest Commute: Cyclist Out-Commutes Straphanger and Taxi Rider

Read all about it. Pretty cool shit.

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