Orifice Space

i've have been walking in the opposite direction of my upbringing religously speaking now for about five or six years. can't remember. it's been lately (past two years or so) where i have become increasingly DEEPLY bitter towards the whole idea of religion - period. running in tandem with this thought process is my lifestyle. 8-5 corporate job, life insurance, health insurance, video games, cars, stocks, trying to make more money, supervisor, drinking on the weekends, seeing movies and watching tv in my spare time, barely any reading, listening to music only on the radio - where am i going with this? is there a connection between my current lifestyle and my dependance upon (i cringe when i say this cliche) god?......more later. still packing.......

E and I just got jobs at Girls and Boys Town in Omaha, Ne. We will be leaving at the end of February for Omaha. I don't know what to think at the moment........

i'm elated that i don't have to work at ventana any more. i'm elated that i can work with troubled youth. i'm nervous about doing this as a family.......

also, update with the smoking - i have been smoke free since my last post. excellent.