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Saturday, February 26, 2005

The Search for Inspirado 

As I surround myself w/more materialistic, physical things, my capacity for creation dwindles........

creation gets stifled when there is no time to sit, be quiet, be alone, turn inward....

the balance between alone time and interaction with others is there, just have to find it......or create it

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

Greetings and Salutations 

For the readers in my life (of this blog), please check out knutz' album underbelly. The album is worth a buy.

today's thoughts:

feel like a pile. one thing that has stuck in my head is "creation". what is creation? is there valid and invalid creation? what is creation to me? i feel like a pile cuz i have no motivation to do anything. the new job (since oct.) is extremely difficult. "it's the little things that will kill you" my boss told me. boy is he fucking right. there's to much to manage at the moment - it doesn't help that people don't want to show up at work.......fuck them.

trying to help create significance in an employee is difficult. everybody wants attention, everybody wants to "be someone" in our department. our company is moving more towards "lean mfg practices". in "Lean", we're taught that we don't want to have "specific/specialty" jobs - meaning, anyone can do everybody's specific job. meaning - no one is more important than the other.......wait, maybe i'm talking out of my ass at the moment.

anyway, more on that later, bit disjointed at the moment. need to get some shit done around the house. i'm going crazy trying to figure out my role in this world. what can i "create" that can benefit me, my family, my friends, my community, my town, etc.........

i'm done for now.



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